Roundwords

I just want to be loved.
Just being loved and wanted
is allegedly a lot to ask for.
We realize this while sitting alone.

Just being loved and wanted
is all you said you could offer me
We realize this, while sitting alone
together, is all I need.

Is all you said you could offer me
really all you have to offer?
Together is all i need
though, in the end it doesn’t matter.

Really all you have to offer
is allegedly a lot to ask for
Though, in the end it doesn’t matter
I just want to be loved.

Talk It Out

He said there was probably some kind of enjoyment for me in it. He said that I liked the uncertainty and the problems and the fact that I had to guys working on me.

He was right. I like the uncertainties and the issues and the problems. I like knowing that I’m wanted by not only one person in the world but two, and not only two people in the world but two people in the world simultaneously. For a girl who didn’t kiss a boy until 16 and has never had a long-term relationship, it does wonders for the ego.

Thinking, waiting & wishing.

It’s sad that while he’s out living I’m here sitting; thinking about him and wishing that he’d message me, even if it’s to say nothing. Especially if it’s to say nothing, because that would mean he’s thinking about me too. It’s also sad that he’s on my mind so much that I start to imagine everything he could be doing.

I’m hopeful because I can also imagine a different situation. Scenarios where me and him are together and we’re happy: he loves me just the way I know he can and I feel the way I already do, except confirmed.

Boys & Men

It seems as though bad guys have good friends.

Boys who use and take advantage of;
Boys who take and your heart,
and know they are,
and drop you when they’re finished;

Still other boys who take only what they need,
and don’t worry about the needs of what they don’t:
these boys are the friends
of boys who listen;

Of boys who know your faults,
and take them in,
and see you as you are;

They are the friends of boys who care;
Of boys who call you beautiful
in foreign languages, and not sexy in blunt english;

Those boys who don’t care,
Are the friends of men.

Night-talks

I want these night talks to become an addiction,
a ritual and unbreakable habit.
I want to know he’ll start them every night without fail,
because he wants to just as much as I do.
He’ll come to me
when he’s done with her or
bored with her or
whatever the case may be with her
And I’ll be there for completely different reasons.

Want

I want more than anything
just to contact him. I want
to take his time and attention
away from his friends
so that I can have both, even if its just a moment.
Only I want him willing.
I don’t as much want to take these things
as have them given to me.